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There is
something to be learned from a rainstorm. When meeting with a sudden
shower, you try not to get wet and run quickly along the road. But
doing such things as passing under the eaves of houses, you still
get wet. When you are resolved from the beginning, you will not be
perplexed, though you still get the same soaking. This understanding
extends to everything. -
Hagakure
I have always loved the rain. Most
of us probably do in an ethereal escapist or maybe masochistic way.
It is when you walk slowly through the pattering puddles that you
realize how empty of people the world becomes in the rain and how
intimate our planet seems. Maybe it is just the African in me
thirsty for water (although, no African I know would dance in
England’s freezing down pours)! Hagakure widens our experience of
rain to any experience. I liken it to suffering, when we avoid the
rain, by driving the car down the road, it becomes something we
resent. Our car interiors get wet and people drive too slowly, then
we take flight from car to building, coat off, hair shaken through,
we warm our hands on the radiator. But when we walk through the
rain, we notice that it is not always cold – for then it would be
snowing – we smell the flowers more clearly, the smog dissipates,
every possible surface becomes alive with percussive song, we get
soaked, maybe, but we acclimatize. Upon returning home, we are
usually drenched, but alive.
Have you ever walked into the
rain,
With head held high and felt the pain,
Of sky-flung tears that burn your ears
With words of “follow, follow”?
The world wraps around and blunts
and blurs
All sense of perspective,
You tread the earth and feel connected
When you walk into the rain.
It’s always raining somewhere,
so stop complaining will you?
- Have You Ever, a song by
A. Jell
Suffering is just like this,
maybe. And suffering is just part of life. To be resolved in
suffering is to journey this way or that way through life, accepting
both good and bad consequences of our chosen routes. Recognizing
consequence and, even further, taking responsibility for our actions
are a long step away from a simple and painful starting point;
freedom.
"The
Nation has not yet found peace from its sins; the freedman has not
yet found in freedom his promised land. Whatever of good may have
come in these years of change, the shadow of a deep disappointment
rests upon the... people - a disappointment all the more bitter
because the unattained ideal was unbounded save by the simple
ignorance of a lowly people."
-
Du
Bois, W. E. Burghardt,
The Souls of Black Folk
We were all slaves, and will
continue to choose slavery when we think we choose Freedom. We are
looking for our promised land, and freedom is a dangerous and
disappointing journey, ending in affirmation and regret, joy and
pain.
"Freedom is a
road seldom traveled by the multitude." - the Bar Kays.
Freedom is personal, like the
narrow road rather than the broad road of mass-belief. Freedom must
be our own, it cannot be offered by others not bought nor stolen
from them. Freedom is both the problem and peace of society; a
multitude of personal choices are bound to contradict and
collide. We start to realize how unequal freedom can be. But on
the other hand, freedom is a state of mind, an internal resolve that
only we can let others intrude upon. Life is in the detail and
freedom is in the choices.
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